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Welcome to Unspeakable, a true crime podcast. Or I tell
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stories of real crimes with real victims whose cases are
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so shocking that many are left wondering how is this
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even real? I use my experiences in law enforcement corrections,
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and combined with my years as a criminal justice educator,
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dig deep into complex cases of evil acts, some so
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evil many feel they are unspeakable. Warning Unspeakable as intended
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for mature audiences. If you are easily offended, then I'm
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not your girl. Listening discretion is advised. Hey y'all, kJ
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you're back another episode of Unspeakable? What is going on
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with you? I've got a hell of a story for
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you today, and uh, we're gonna just jump right on
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into this one. But I want to start with a
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question for you. Have you ever set goals for yourself?
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And I don't mean just regular goals. I mean like
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big goals, like the ones that are not going to
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be short term, it's going to be a long term,
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huge investment. But the return on that investment is something
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that you would be like beyond your wildest dreams. Because
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I know that I have set goals in my life
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that I always thought were obtainable. Nothing was ever just
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like over the top in my you know, in my opinion.
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And I don't know, is it lack of confidence maybe,
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you know, it could be, Or is it the belief
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that or the understanding that I'm not elite enough in
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whatever area I'm talking about to truly master it. That
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probably seems more like it. Of why I would never
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shoot for just the things that I just think are unobtainable. Well,
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what I mean here is like Olympian level aspirations, okay,
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people that actually want to make it to the Olympics.
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As a kid, I watched the Magnificent Seven as they
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were called, if you remember them, those athletes. They were
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gymnasts and they would dominate the gymnastics world at the Olympics,
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and I was so inspired as a young girl watching them. Now,
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was I ever a gymnast, hail, No, okay? But did
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I jump and flip and pretend to be on the
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balance beam and destroy my mother's home in the process,
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You bet you, okay? Because I wanted to be like
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those gymnasts, and competition is something that I love, I
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always have. But to be an Olympian like that, man,
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that's a real legit goal right there. And I remember
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this too, that back years and years ago at LSU,
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I was on the track team for a while at
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through the javelin, and I watched in awe while I
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was at practice because A Lolo Jones was on the
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team the same era that I was there, and I
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watched her practice beside me. She was just so beautiful
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and elegant and just a frickin' machine, all of those
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things that I knew I would never be one day.
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I you know, she just was special. But just to
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be in her presence was cool. And if you don't
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know about Lolo, she is an Olympian in track. She
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ran the hurdles and she also did I believe, the
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bob sled and some other things. But I did give
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her a ride home from practice one day. If that counts,
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as you know, running with Olympians, that'll be my claim
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to fame. But to that point, some women really do
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make it a goal, Okay, Lolo did, and so did
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another girl named Mariah Wilson. And Mariah who was affectionately
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called Mo by her family, this girl was adventurous from
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birth all right. To get you the vibe here, she
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was outdoorsy, driven, full of untapped energy. The girl was
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just a straight up force of nature by the by
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the time she you know, her feet hit the ground.
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And God knew what he was doing. I really believe this.
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He knew what he was doing when he gave her
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to her parents, because that adventure in her was something
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that they let her tap into. They fostered it throughout
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her youth, and they really wanted her to try all
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of these new things. And from a very young age,
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her daddy had her on the ski slopes, holding her
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between you know, his legs on his skis as they
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slid down the mountain together, the wind blowing through her hair.
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She could feel it, you know, on her skin, just
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that excitement into her. They were going one hundred miles
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an hour, but as Mom panned out further on the recordings,
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when she was taking this all in, they were barely
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moving but paired to the others man, they may have
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been going slow, but in Moe's mind, they were flying.
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And it was in those moments that it built confidence,
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in a fierceness that Moe would need for the life ahead.
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Her Mama would pull back her hair into a crisp
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ponytail just for the ease of putting on her goggles
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so that not only did she ski well, but she
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looked good while she did it. And Moe. Also on
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top of skiing and snowboarding and all of those types
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of things, she also loved to ride bikes, but more
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than the average kid. Okay, like she could ride ride,
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she had stamina in those legs. They knew no distance
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or terrain that she couldn't dominate. And it was wild
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to see what she could do on a bike. It
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was not like the average kid whenever they would go
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out for some fun. It was far beyond the average
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person her age as well. And growing up in Vermont,
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Mariah really took to skiing as her first love as
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far as sports went, and considering Vermont is the premier
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ski destination on the East Coast, it was only fitting.
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It was perfect so with great snow and varied terrain,
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mid November through April is a great time for the
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skiers and it was go time for Mariah. She would
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wake up early on an absolute blue bird day. She
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would see the mountain shining the massive dump of fresh
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powder overnight, and she would get up there, snatch that
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first chair and then roll down those untouched first tracks
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just an awesome, awesome way to spend a day. So
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with natural talent combined with insane work ethic, Mariah was
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headed for athletic success far beyond regular competition. She was
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thrilled to be enrolled at Burke Mountain Academy when she
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was a tea teenager. And this school is quite unique
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because it's somewhat of an exclusive opportunity for someone with
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specifically Olympic level dreams. The school was one that would
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combine comprehensive academics but also with the demands of high
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performance ski racing. So basically the perfect school for someone
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needing the support of long term development as a student
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athlete who is going to fully invest in their athletic potential.
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So when Mariah stepped on the scene, she made her
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impact full force from the start. By her sophomore year
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in high school, she was ranked third in the nation
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for her age in the giant slalom. Now, for the
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casual viewer, this would be that fast downhill ski They've
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got those colored flags, they call them gates, and they
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usually have a pole in each hand as they fly
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down the mountain. If you've watched the Olympic, you know
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what I'm talking about. But just as she was on
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top of the world and continuing to climb, she faced
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a horrible injury for a skier because she tore her ACL.
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And since your ACL is the key ligament in the
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center of your knee that's connecting your thigh bone to
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your shin, obviously you can see why this would be
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just a simply devastating injury for someone to sustain all
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of the work. It took for years for her to
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get to that point. Just to have it stopped in
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just in a moment was completely disheartening. And she had
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written in her journal for years that she wanted to
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make the Olympics, almost writing it into reality. I mean
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hell or her dad had missed the Olympics by just
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one spot in his golden days. But now, poof, you know,
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training was over for both of them. It just came
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to a crashing halt. Or was it, Because it may
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have taken her another full three years, but Mariah wasn't
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a quitter and amazingly, incredibly, I don't even know what
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the right word would be to use here, that's not average,
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but she bounced back so well, in fact, that she
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was able to join the Dartmouth Alpine ski team when
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she went to college. That was also a dream of
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hers since childhood. So as Moe was killing it on
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the slopes, she also found love. She's now in college,
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she's a little bit older, and we insert Gunner. Okay,
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low key, cool ass name. By the way, I think
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the name Gunner is awesome. I never had a son,
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but if I did, kind of like that name. Well,
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she and Gunner their love sparked, like so many, It
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started out unexpectedly. They met through another friend while they
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were out biking. Moe had been invited by this other friend,
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and when Gunner heard that this other friend had invited
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this girl Mo, he was like, great, you know, I
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hope she can keep up and the friend just kind
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of laughed and I was like, uh, dude, just wait. Well,
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when they all went on that ride, they hit it
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off and he would become her real first boyfriend. So
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she was still a sophomore in college when all of
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this was taking place. Gunner had already graduated, and time
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would pass and their personalities just complimented one another. Moe
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was more of a quiet and reserved thinker, while Gunner
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was extroverted and just an easy talker type of dude,
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and they would continue to date for two years, but
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that two years would be long distance because he ended
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up having to move for a job opportunity. But no worries.
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They were both very committed, very loyal to one another.
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And not only that, but Gunner towards the end of
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that two year Mark was pretty sure in his heart
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that Mariah was the one he was going to marry
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this girl. So Mariah, who I'm sure you've picked up
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on by now goes by Mo. She earned her Bachelor
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of Arts degree in engineering in twenty nineteen, and then
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she took a job working as a demand planner for
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a company called Specialized, which is a biking equipment company
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plus more. But it really has to do with that
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athletic side of biking. But as is common, once together constantly,
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so they moved. In October of twenty twenty, Gunner and
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Moe moved in together and they were in the San
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Francisco area, super hopeful for the future. You know, life
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was taking off, just young professionals making life happen. But
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as is common, once they were together constantly, focuses shifted
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a bit. Moe was more focused on her bike training
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and Gunner's interests kind of went elsewhere. Nothing angry, nothing mad,
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no blow up, just different and it kind of became
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an elephant in the room. And once they finally addressed it,
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she basically said, look, I love biking more than trying
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to make this relationship work. I'm very invested in my
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career here and both Gunner and Moe I want you
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to know we're good people. The breakup was somewhat mutual.
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I mean they both understood that this is not working.
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It's still hurt, but it just was what it was.
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And so she moved out and it turned out she
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had another friend named Kimmy that she had met in college,
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and she and Kimmy were a great fit together, good friends.
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They ended up moving in together and just kind of
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became the girls taking on San Francisco together. Well, more
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time would pass and Mo decided that she did want
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to step out and date more. She would talk to
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her mama and her friends about this. Listened, and she
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encouraged her. Yeah, baby, you know, take your time and
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don't be quick to jump on anything. But one thing
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I know, and I think that Moe knew this too,
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is that you can be picky if you want when
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you're picking someone to be interested in, you have goals.
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And whenever you have strong goals like she did, you
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have to have a partner who has needs that fit
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in with your goals and plans as well. And I
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don't think that's selfish. I think that that's smart. You've
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got to be on the same page. You've got to
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both be working towards the same things. So for now
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and the foreseeable future, those goals and plans for Moe
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were to dominate the gravel racing world, so much so
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that Mo ended up quitting her job to focus solely
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on being a professional bike racer. And like I said,
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it was in that niche of gravel racing. So what
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is that real quick? Gravel racing is crazy intense. Basically,
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it's going to be like road cycling, you know, the
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long distance cycling, but it's done out in the woods
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and it's in the hills, and it's one of those
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things that's wanting to bring in more fun and adventure
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more than the monotony of riding the road. Now, there
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can only be one winner, right, and Moe's training would
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pay off wildly as she was consistently on the podium,
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winning time after time after time, and in short time,
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she was absolutely dominating in the cycling world. And put
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this into perspective, these rides take hours, y'all. This isn't
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like a fifteen minute trek through the woods. This is
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like cross country meets a bicycle meets cycling meets going
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through the woods and terrain and all of that. It's
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just insane what it takes to do this and to
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actually win. I just have to tell you that I
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tried cycling before, but it was not a gravel It
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was just cycling, you know, on the roadways, and I
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went twenty three miles one time, which was my max
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that in one day, in one stint, And holy crap,
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twenty three miles is of freaking go when you're when
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you're peddling, and she's doing this off row.
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Just mad.
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Respect for these types of athletes and this community of
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racers is huge, but relationships are made and maintained as